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Tuesday, August 19, 2014

coffee talk | ups and downs

everyday is different. but i love the way it gives us surprises, plural. can't wait to tell you more about this blog.

well, today is "whaaaaaat" day for me. can't put it in words. you say i'm over reacting, yeah... i got it. but you will never have this feelings. maybe you do but O.M.G. yes maybe you do. but as i've told you, can't put it in words right?! so here i go. writing about it. haven't said it though.

snap! i'm just not gonna tell you the whole story(wink + wide smile) i can't. it's too overwhelming. haha. but i have something for you. the feeling (MASHAALLAH!).

have you ever... been... into a situation where you've tried everything for something but it didn't turn out the way you wanted it?! DOWN! depression! what else? deep sighs. then you give it up. okay. move on!

...then, this feeling came. unexpected! unbelievable! un...un...un... indescribable? this life is full of surprises. i should tell you!!!! you'll have your own one day, and that's for sure. i don't think i'm making a point here. okay so let me give you a hint. the universe have done something to me today that i've never expected AT ALL.

funny, ridiculous or whatever you call it. that someone ignores you (totally, with a taste of snob but you can't ignore them back because they were in a high position), now begs you. because we can't put ourselves up. we just can't.

Allah is the greatest. cliche but a reminder.

thank you to Mr.J-hang-up(i'll name him). you just made my day. :))))


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yours,
JS