i am not sure if this is a question or a reminder to me. but all i know is i've got to the point where i am asking myself - is this really matter? am i happy doing it. but does it really counts? is this really going to make me what i want in life? a good hobby doesn't destroy you. but it takes my time passes by. should i stop entertaining sometimes myself and only focus on doing what i should do? or should i do both if i'm able to?
i had thought of this things over and over again. which i have actually wrote a short thoughts about it before in this blog - entitle "thinking is harmful" - you can check it out. it's really really short and thought it could help. or not. no violence.
blogging is the only way i can soothe myself from stressing on what to do during free time. maybe you too. why would i know. ^_^ but if you are reading this blog then probably you have wasted some of your time and energy at things that doesn't matter and you try to redeem it. no we can't. though we can change our future habit by changing our behavior and disciple ourselves if we want to. "WILL IS ALL IT TAKES".
yours,
JS
