i think every person you meet previously and presently affects you somehow. some people you end up loving and others, well they're just passing through. and a piece of them always stays with you, good or bad. so over time, you collect people and maybe you don't remember every single one of them but that doesn't mean they haven't affected you. for better or worse, they've change you.
“you are everyone you meet in your life”. i just love reading. random stuffs on google, book titles, and sometimes i stuck in its descriptions. then if it's interesting to me, then i guess i found a new buddy for a few days. so with this quote i've mention above, i so believe in that. every single person we meet in our life is a part of us. whether they were someone we shared our life with, they influenced us in a good way, they hurt us and made us learn a valuable lesson, they were mean and so we vowed not to be mean like them, whether the person wore something we liked, smiled and warmed our heart, made us laugh, or cry, all that, is part of us. and so how can any two people possibly be identical? never.
i'm happy, contented and committed to improving myself. i was taking my life seriously back then. terrified of what am i going to turn out doing the next phase. but then, life has been so great. it taught me how not to take things seriously. i mean, just be it. walk through it. if you have to run, then run. and then, there comes the tests, but don't stop. life will goes on and on. i've heard people trying to fix their problem in attempting to end their lives. well, that's never the solution. shame on them, they lack understanding of what life could be if only they face it. and i'm not here to preach. and it's hard to write.
"i will make the rest of my life the best of my life" this isn't just a thought for me. it is actually one of the reason i am writing this piece of blog. i want to express and share and treasure this concept of doing the best of anyone else's life. it is sort of an affirmation that life ahead is expected to be the best. i am. i do. God will always be there. the Great and He promises to provide us. Faith make all things possible. i repeat, i'm not preaching i insist even though i sound like one.
moving on. since this is a personal blog, i decide what i write.
and so, i'm still talking about decision making and i think this is the very most tough part of our lives. from small things to big. it always comes with a choice, this or that, now or later, stop or continue. so many things you have to come up with and unconsciously deciding in every small things we are encountering at least for a day to day basis. and i was actually battling this few months from a decision i had to take. and finally i have come up with the best one. see, i need to say it's the best, if not, then what is the purpose of believing in yourself? it has been rough for me, people around me would ask WHY but then they have their own life to live up with. not mine. if i let them decide for me, for what i have to do and what i have to take, then where am i standing? for whose life? i shouldn't be sane then.
letting anyone decide for you is the worst thing. we take advises, thoughts, but it should end up depending on us. i am so grateful for every little things in this life that has taught me. and for whatever reason, there's no way i could say life is unfair. NO. it is absolutely amazing. and we make it the best. and we keep improving. it's an endless experience we should penetrate. because we are who we are based on our experiences in life. nobody has ever walked on my shoes, nobody have had overcome my obstacles. i take advises, but of course, i decide for myself. it's on me. and it should be everyone else has to do too for themselves.
*wink!
