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Monday, April 11, 2016

Daily Blog Challenge | Day 18 | chocolate coffee

march 10, 2016. thursday. i'm glad i made it today. changes aren't really happening. but i still kept my morning organized as much as i can. no getting back to bed.

there's still more important things to do. so i might get myself intact not to lose to-do lists and mess up everything.

this morning. i watch some of the videos that are important to me. i won't give you details about it. but it is something i needed for myself to keep it improving. i am praying for everyone's success through this life and the hereafter. ameen.

this blog, i'm just going to give some thoughts about something. let's say about watching movies. since i don't really remember exactly what did i do. probably watched some movies with friends. and somehow you thought you wasted your time. but if i look at the positive side. i'm learning from movies. something you could do both entertainment and observation and if we could contemplate with it. it is actually beneficial.

didn't read so much this day. i spent most of my time organizing my things around the room. i cooked and we all eat. i'm not sure if i did it right. they ate it. and i'm glad. if my sister is around. no food shall go to waste. she's a monster eater.

had an appointment for tomorrow friday. if in case it will rain. i don't think i will make a word.

"in life. you can teach yourself"

peace to everyone. xoxo

Daily Blog Challenge | Day 17 | Arabic Song by maher zain

march 10, 2016. wednesday. red date. kind of. but not to me. everyone is talking about the solar eclipse and those things. sun. moon. offering of prayer. what's new is, there's no gym. it's off. received a notice message before i prepared to go in the morning to do some work out.

changed plan. slept back a little bit. but frankly speaking. i didn't like what i did there. but it felt like a little less guilt because everyone around me is in depth of their sleep unlike me, scared of knocking my self out because of some obligations i needed to fulfill during this day.

so i got up. straight to kitchen. did my morning routine.

arabic song by maher zain i entitle this blog because this day i had my vocal on practice. haha. kidding. my thai friends are going to perform a song dedicated for their senior's farewell party. and i got interested at the song they're about to sing on that occasion. it's maher zain's. supreb. the beats. the meaning. and maher's mashaAllah's voice. fantastic. he is always been, though.

so no gym today. not so great.

around 1800. friends and i went to have an internet. and there's only one place to be where wifi is the fastest and a perfect place to hangout. we spent there a couple of hours then decided to go back to dormitory. really some important stuffs from internet. i downloaded some lecture videos and some related for my study thesis and whatnot.

i started to write this around 2400 in the midnight and alhamdulillah. i have made it on time.

"it's always seems impossible until it's done" nelson mandela.

goodnight. peace! xoxo

Daily Blog Challenge | Day 16 | TEDx with Praya Lundberg

march 8, 2016. tuesday. another plain day to me again. morning routine. my special personal recipe pancake. and of course my black coffee. delayed by the way because i tried a lemon water intake before anything else. and try to make it constant inshaAllah.

through lunch time. my friends and i are having good times talking and teasing each other until i sat down on one corner and found myself trolling on youtube.

TEDx channel. one of my favorite place on youtube.

on praya lundberg. she talks about her life story, her job and what made her keep motivated and inspired. she talks about being grateful and how we are so lucky for being able to have a proper education. she is inspirational. and she just gained my respect.

that afternoon. we went to aerobic.

grab a frozen sweet potato i've boiled at the morning. ate it to survive the night. not having much time to prepare a food.

i washed my clothes. arranged clutters on my space. i have three places to deal with. my bed. my closet and my work space. trying to keep everything organize. well, i just don't want to free my time.

slept around 1100. just the expected time i set out to.

"have a sense of purpose" glanced at my wall quoted by nak.

peace to out everyone! xoxo

Tuesday, March 29, 2016

Daily Blog Challenge | Day 15 | no escape

march 7, 2016. monday. everybody in the hood woke up a little bit late this time. it was because of what had happened last night. and this day i was thinking and praying as well that Allah make her well and forget all the bad emotional stress our friend is going through right now. ameen.

i was thinking of writing about her today. but i choose not to talk about somebody else's issue that they're are not proud of. leaving my blog updated about almost everything is a record of  what i was. and so i could change something if there's wrong spotted and hopefully build myself in to a better one inshaAllah.

so we went to a traditional market during the morning. i bought some veges and fruits. i didn't cook because my sister and i had a plan to eat out with 2 of our friends.

and then the lunch had done in one of the famous restaurant in town.

so we plan to go to this grocery that has imported goodies. on the way there, there's something happen. we change track. and here's why.

my sister on my back. and the other two on the other motorcycle. we are driving on the way to this grocery i-don't-know-the-name. and all of a sudden my sister shouted at me, "i saw somebody". and i put it in a low profile as 'somebody' because it's not really the subject of this blog. so let's assume that his name is 'somebody'. we informed the other friends about spotting 'somebody'. and we argued until we reach a traffic light and did some confirmation talk. maybe it's him. maybe not.

a bit later and there's motorcyle not too distant from us, stopped. on his helm. at the back of his friend.
he never turn his head toward us. but our intuition gives us more eager to know if it's him or not.

the green hit the traffic light. and snap! we decided to follow the motorcycle to where it's heading and clear out our confusion. we rushed like a policemen chasing a fugitive. excitement!

they parked. and so we do. we all stopped. there you go. it's him. confirmed. we had a short talk and then we left.

sensational. we are all occupied in amusement. until we reach our dormitory and it is still what we are talking about. and here i am writing about it too. i can't get enough about it. that feeling, though. extreme. and i loved it!

1600. we did our gym-aerobic daily routine.

i didn't had my formal dinner that night. left overs. haha. i got exhausted and went to bed so early. set my alarm clock at 0330 in the morning.

word. "do not backbite". it's a no self-improvement. improved yourself instead.

peace out! xoxo

Daily Blog Challenge | Day 14 | one book down

march 6, 2016. sunday. it's the 14th day and it felt like the 14th month. haha. trying to keep it online. and chill out. but there's still a lot of things i did this day.

after a light breakfast, i have sent my friend on a bus terminal. leaving me her motor cycle so we can use it until she came back. that's probably 3 days long.

funny, because this day, there was a lot things that is happening in my mind thinking i will put it in here.

empty.

i couldn't recall it. it doesn't even ring a bell. but i will inshaAllah. remember. and on that moment that it will come out, i will make sure i will write it on my memo so it won't go away and will finally put it in here. i love sharing. and hopefully inspire others. 

we were planning to go grocery. hypermarket. goods and stuffs for the week's supply. but we didn't went.

woah. i had finished the book by afternoon. and i am so happy. starting another one. that night. i went to meet a friend doing my final thesis for my requirements. finally, i did some initial codings. feeling geek. haha. after 2 and a half hours, she sent me back to my dormitory.

i didn't had my dinner. i took tea and some cookies.

around 2300. something happen unusual. and i cannot tell the story here. i could tell you my thoughts about it but not exactly what had happened.

jinn possession on one of our friend from thailand on the next door. laughing, crying, uttering some words all at the same time. it creeps me out. well, not just me. but behind all what happened that night. i thank God up there.

finally, everyone slept around 0300 in the morning. result of the creepy-jinn-thing-possession.

"be kind. all the time." okay self?.

peace you all. xoxo

Daily Blog Challenge | Day 13 | oatmeal and chocolate

march 5, 2016. saturday. don't know where to start to write this day. but as i had mentioned on my previous blog, that i'm trying not to procrastinate. at least on posting. writing anything. a challenge is a challenge. i am engaged and i need to fulfill it. for my personal improvement and self-satisfaction. because you know, i never became satisfied with whatever i perform. at least for myself. it's always not enough. i can always find a hole and less satisfaction. and i don't know if this is a some kind of a mental disorder or whatever. i don't feel like i am doing all my best at everything i do. and it's funny because there's always someone who is going to remind me that i did fantastic. haha! i'm never gonna fall for this lie.

oatmeal and chocolate milk in a small size of bowl. my lemon water. and went to gym for aerobic.

an hour passed by and we went back to my dorm. and i passed out. exhausted.

around 1000. of course, my smoothie habit. this time, it's guyavano. perfect. offered some friends to taste it. and they loved it too.

for our lunch. it's the best. haha. thai food. and because i so much crave for shrimp. shrimp. i don't know if it's going to embarrass me, but this is one of my favorite sea food. there i said it.

had nothing to do that afternoon. i took a nap. mind refreshed. and here i am. writing.

"focus"

peace out! xoxo

Daily Blog Challenge | Day 12 | friday love day

march 4, 2016. friday. holy day. normally, you have that feeling of making the day special. that's just within us. muslims. friday is always a blessed day. it is as if, you have given a chance. a chance to reflect. to begin again. repent. and start fresh.

i had my morning coffee. alhamdulillah. it's a great great day. tried to finish up this blog but failed to do so. that's why i'm writing it today. and it's saturday night. and honestly, i really don't like this procrastination. i'm try to subdue this habit of mine. and inshAllah one day, i'll get over it.

around 1000. once again. my favorite part of the day and i guess i'm getting addicted to it. making smoothie. this time it's a carrot.

for lunch. my brilliant roommate cooked a chicken with vegetables and a red rice and fell for it. i loved it.

searched for my plastic mug with straw. ready to filled it up with water. and the big galon is empty. great. i need to phone the water delivery.

done.

gym hour.

went to giant for some groceries. apple. orange. lemon. and i found this green tea i didn't even know what if i'm gonna like it. but the box itself is so interesting and convincing. thank God i bought it.

"never procrastinate"

peace out! xoxo