april 6, 2016. wednesday. the fact that this challenge made it this far is such big thing i have ever pulled up. 44 days of writing my everyday activities or at least thoughts about somehting. write one word a day is still a history. back in 2015 i was already thinking of the day i will be leaving this country. and now it is 2016 and i decided to finish later 2017. what a change. i mean, things always change. and there's always a reason.
looking at my fellow international students packing their things going back to their own countries, is to me a big realization of me leaving sooner, too. and now, it's time for them to leave ahead and finally face real life out there after experiencing a university student's life.
their mini van that's going to send them to the airport is loading their luggages with the help of some of their guy fellas. and there goes the tears. hugs. sobs. i couldn't find the right word how to express what i felt that moment. i know i am tough. i am strong. and i display serious face by occasion but this time, it caught me. one of them told me "i am sorry for everything" and with her sincere way of expressing it by the thought of something from the past. i actually felt my eyes is going to blow anytime if she went longer. but i held myself and it didn't came out. yey! i am so disciplined person. HAHA!
and they're gone.
friends. it is something that doesn't come easily. it takes time to have that friend you know you will keep forever. and even though they aren't going to be with you for a long time, somehow you know they're always there and you're thankful that they became part of your life and proud of having them. knowing them. get to know some part of them. i'm honored.
i don't know if they're proud of having me. but knowing them is also learning something along the way.
and as much i want to dedicate this blog for the whole thought of having friends. i am not adding any activities i did along this day. i just have to leave this one out and write for the next blog.
"thoughts goes out to my thailand friends. you know who you are. i will miss you all. chan rak tha!"
peace.
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